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a baby fetus all over again

Thu May 29, 2008, 11:01 PM
My horoscope this week according to Rob Brezsny at freewillastrology.com...

Maybe you've conceived a child at some time in your life. Maybe you never have or never will. Whatever the case, even if you're a man, I invite you to visualize the experience. Imagine that a force of nature has germinated, and that you are carrying another life within you. Try to approximate the uncanny twinge that a pregnant woman senses when her fetus first moves. This exercise will be a simulation of and rehearsal for the psychic quickening you will soon enjoy.


fuck yes. I am so ready! I feel like i've discovered myself all over again recently and it feels damn good. I realize that i have a long way to go, but i feel like the journey of my self is clearer than ever. Not that the direction in life that i am to take is clear, but the direction of myself is clear, haha, if that makes any sense. I feel very creative, but even more importantly i feel like there is so much more inside of me that is ready to for it's revealing. i know i sound like a cheesy self-motivational speaker but i'm just stoked. I hope the eve of summer's sweet fury finds you all as passionate.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: american beauty- the grateful dead
  • Reading: Vonnegut, Vonnegut, Vonnegut (genius!!!)
  • Watching: the sun set over the Pacific Beach
  • Eating: tuna melts
  • Drinking: flavored water

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:iconjustb:
excellent! I remember when we were walking around in Philly after skipping a community service session your horoscope also said to imagine yourself as a pregnant woman. hah. and one of meghan's best friends Katie just gave birth yesterday and my cousin Michelle who has been wanting a child for SO long (both her much younger sisters have children (a couple) already so she's so stoked) had a baby yesterday too! Anyway, I'm happy to hear you're so lovin life right now. Me too.

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"I've taken enough walks alone
to know how real nothing is."
~dystopian-dream-girl
:iconcolettefay:
i remember that too! haha, what great times...ditching community service! we're so bad. Whats so funny is like a day before i read this i had a dream i was pregnant, which was also around the same time my friend and I started talking about a clothing line. It's the beginning of a very exciting time all around, i think, and I'm glad you're feeling the same about your endeavors! I also feel like I'm learning to write all over again. A lot of my latest pieces feel very juvenile for a specific reason. I dunno, if you get a moment I'd love your opinion. :)

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What ceremony of words can patch the havoc?

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